Spongebob lost episode:Patrick

So I was watching nick enjoying the great shows on the show then a voice came saying a new SpongeBob episode was coming and it was going to be on for that day. I was happy!!!! because it was for that on that day. So it was on the title said;. Patrick.I thought it was wired because why have a title just saying Patrick I thought maybe it was telling his past I was happy so I recorded it so I can watch it over again. The episode started with Patrick in a bed writhing something on a paper the camera zoomed in to his face. I was a bit started by this because it was so fast. Then a knock came from outside he put the piece of paper under his bed. It seemed like he did not want people to see what he wrote. It was squid ward and he said."hey Patrick are you okay were worried "I thought this was odd because usually he hates Patrick and SpongeBob and were the hell is SpongeBob? Then Patrick said in his dumb voice like he does."yeah IM GOOD "he yelled I'm good. It was really loud. Then squid ward walked away crying. I was thinking "WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPING "then Patrick took a knife and held it fremly grasping it.Then flash backs came from his past. Him as a baby being droped.Him being dropped off to a adoption center and finally with SpongeBob playing with jellyfish.Then he slit his arm.Then the criets played.I just looked.