Caillou Says Goodbye To Gilbert

I want to tell you about an episode of Caillou that I saw once. My cat was put down a few years ago, and I want to tell you an episode of this very infamous kids show that was very similar to what I had experienced.

I was in my room, playing on my DSi. The year was 2009. My cat was put down the other day, and it was summer vacation, and after summer, I would be in 7th grade. I was so fixated on my DSi, my mom told me it was almost midnight, and that I had to go to bed.

We only lived in a 2 bedroom house as a result of the Great Recession a year earlier, and my 4 year old brother had to sleep in my room, and I always used to wear headphones while playing quietly. We had to keep the TV on Sprout for some time, so he could sleep. He liked Caillou, and I loathed it. During Sprout's Goodnight Show, I saw the Caillou intro playing. The title card was different.

This was a season 4 episode of Caillou, and he had more maturity than previous seasons. I remember everything, with even my thoughts revolving in my head.

The title card read "Caillou Says Goodbye to Gilbert."

There was no picture, it was only words.

The screen faded to Caillou's house, the sky was dark and grey. The house was different, it had no front porch, the windows were boarded up, the color of the house was purple instead of blue. The chimney was also worn down, and had no top. I kept watching, I couldn't sleep anyway.

Narrator: It was a very depressing day at Caillou's house. *sniff* I don't want to talk about it.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I never seen the narrator this depressed. It cut to Caillou softly crying in the playroom. He never cried in season 4. (I did research)

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Gilbert, why do you have to go? *hic* We were best friends! *hic*

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I was surprised that this type of show was talking about pets dying. Anyway, Caillou's parents were talking in the kitchen about Gilbert.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: It's sad we have to put him down today, I just didn't want anything to happen to him when we're on vacation to New York.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: You've told me this so many times, I wanna scream. What about Caillou?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: Well, he'll be sad. But we had to do this anyway, he does have a Kidney failure, you know.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: What I hate is that he keeps going up into the bathroom.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: He's lost it, Boris! He can't help it!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: I know, Doris. I'm mostly concentrated on Caillou. I wonder how he's doing? I'll go check on him.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Boris walks into the playroom, where we see that Caillou is crying and Rosie is playing with her dolls. Daddy walks over to Caillou.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Daddy, *hic* why does Gilbert need to go to sleep?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: He is sick Caillou... when we go, Grandma will babysit you and Rosie.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: I'm not staying here, Gilbert is my friend! He can't die without me there beside him!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I didn't believe it. Caillou was never like this in these episodes.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: Do you really want to be there?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Yes! I don't care if I get scared, I LOVE HIM!!!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: Okay Caillou, calm down, and stop screaming. I hope you know this is too grown up for you. Do you understand?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Yes Daddy.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: Okay, let's get in the car.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I was speechless. I watched the rest anyway. It showed Grandma going into the house, and Caillou, Mommy, Daddy, and Gilbert in the car. Daddy drove. This was silent and boring. After 12 seconds of driving in the car, Caillou had a flashback. It showed Caillou as a 2 year old with the season 1 animation. He was with Gilbert, and Caillou looked happy.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Young Caillou: I love you Gilbert. You're the best!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Gilbert: *Meows*

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">As Caillou pets Gilbert, Gilbert licks Caillou in return for love.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">The screen fades to white, and Caillou, his parents, and Gilbert were in a green room with a white couch. Gilbert has a band around one of his paws. As the doctor walked in, it was weird

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Doctor: Hello you guys, I heard that Gilbert had a Kidney Failure. First, we will give Gilbert Saline. Then, we <span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">will give him the medicine that makes him pass away.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: NO!!! HE'S NOT DYING!!!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: Caillou, cut it out. I told you that we have to do this!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: I'M NOT LETTING HIM GO!!!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: Caillou, stop it now! Listen to your father!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Okay, let him die, like I don't care. *sighs*

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I watched in horror as the saline was injected.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Doctor: Here's the Shot that puts him to sleep.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">The 2nd injection was worse. I was scared about this, cartoon or not.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou lost it. He was crying uncontrollably at Gilbert's soon to be death.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">The doctor checked him with her stethoscope.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Doctor: He's gone. That was quick.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy, Daddy, and especially Caillou, were all crying.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: (sobbing heavily) YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND, GILBERT!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"> <span style="font-weight:normal;font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">The screen faded to white, and this wasn't a flashback. Caillou was with Gilbert in a white room with no walls. The room turned dark. Suddenly, Gilbert faded into nothing.

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Gilbert! *gasp* Where is he? *hic* He’s gone! *hic*

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou started to walk in a straight motion, however this scene looked more like a flash on Newgrounds when compared to the show's regular animation. This went on for a minute, with violin music playing in the background. This stopped when Caillou was pale, and was almost skeleton thin.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: (says raspy and dry) Gilbert...

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">The screen faded to Gilbert on a cloud, sleeping. A soft heavenly voice chuckled. The screen faded to black, with Caillou crying in the background. It faded back with Caillou in a hospital. He was pale and looked like he was going to die.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: Caillou, You are too young to die, you're only seven.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou was seven now? Well, it looked like Gilbert died three years ago.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: We love you, no matter what.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: I know. I will see Gilbert soon.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Rosie: Caillou, I love you.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: I.."breathes heavily"

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: Caillou?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Yes Mom?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: You..were.....adopt-

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: What Mom?!

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mommy: ADOPTED!!! "sobs"

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Daddy: We adopted you from an orphanage. You were a baby born with cancer. We couldn't bear to see you suffer without parents, so we adopted you.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou: Thank....you...

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Caillou closed his eyes and stopped breathing. Mommy, Daddy, and Rosie were all crying extremely hard. I actually felt sorry for him. The episode ended with the shot of them crying. The credits rolled silently and they weren't than fun to watch either. It was just white text in Comic Sans scrolling on a black background. I only recognized the names of half of the people in the credits, the other half were people that I had never heard of. The copyright date was 2005, the year that season 4 came out. The screen turned to static. I watched the static until it stopped after 4 minutes. the regular schedule came on after the episode.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">The next day, I woke up and heard my brother had strep throat. My Dad had to stay home from work that day. I spent the day (with my Dad's permission) to go on the computer and contact Sprout about it. Remember that it was 2009, so I contacted PBS kids and PBS as well. (NBCUniversal bought Sprout in 2013) All 3 didn't know what I was talking about sadly. I gave up and returned to my normal summer routine.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I'm still scared of that Caillou episode, but not as much as before. I did some research on Caillou as well, but now I don't because I gave up.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight:normal;font-size:14px;background-image:initial;background-position:initial;background-size:initial;background-repeat:initial;background-attachment:initial;background-origin:initial;background-clip:initial;line-height:normal;"><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">Well, that about sums it up. If you've ever seen this episode before, let me know!