ThOmAs, The Lost Episode

Hello, I will not tell you how old I am or what my name is but I will tell you why I stopped watching Thomas And Friends. One day I was surfing the web when I found a website that went by the name “losthub.com” I went to the website and searched up Thomas And Friends, I found a few files. One of them said “t&fv2” I clicked on it because I was curious, When it loaded in the middle of the screen it said “This is a lost episode that is titled “t&fv2” For all we know, This Episode is rare footage from an episode that was filmed in parts. When we found the episode it was only a few parts of the episode,  we have not found the full episode. The full episode is 4:31 but we were  only able to find 3:32 seconds of it, We advise you to watch at your own risk, the episode is very upsetting. Also it takes place between season 3 and season 4.” I scrolled down, found a download link and waited, When it was finished downloading I opened the file and started watching, it got into the normal season 1 - 7 Intro, but it wasn’t normal. Thomas was alone, the music was slowed down, and the quality of it wasn’t good, it looked old and grainy, but i decided to keep watching. The episode cut to black and went back to normal, Thomas was crying, he was alone in what looked like to be a shed. The episode cut to him speeding very fast, there wasn’t any music or any sounds, It cut to black for about 30 seconds or so then it cut to the intro but backwards, there wasn’t any audio and it wasn’t the full intro it was just the part where Thomas goes past the windmill repeating over and again for 10 seconds. After It was a clip of Thomas rolling his eyes with a disorted effect and distorted sounds, either crying, laughing or talking, after that it cut back to black for 30 - 50 seconds. Then images started flasing on the screen first destroyed trains, second, trains with faces being ripped off and screaming, third, a trains face closed up being destroyed and rolling it eyes. The screen stopped flashing after that and I turned my laptop off and deleted the file, its been a few years since I saw it but I don’t like to talk about it because if I do i will have either an anxiety attack or an panic attack, I have moved on to better things then searching for lost episodes on the interne and i will tell you be careful what you do on the internet or you will regr—