Thomas the tank engine lost episode Thomas all alone

i was always a fan of Thomas the tank engine and how the show went to it's twenty third season but some people complained an unaired episode from season one aired as the first episode I gone one here's the episode

THE EPISODE

It had the normal season one intro but sad music was in the background and Thomas was crieing at the end of the intro.i knew why it was blurry but I could make out a green tank engine a face on a notice and a box with a five on it it said Thomas all alone it cut to Thomas happily puffing threw the country side as useull then he heared screams and an explosion Thomas said what was that then Thomas saw a green engine and a rusty tender engine but the green engine s face was gone blood was on it and the the tender engines smoke box and face had fell off Thomas cried then he looked at the box at the intro then it showed James tender in pieces and it got worse Thomas saw to other engines Henry and Edward but something was wrong Edwards face was cut off by a chain saw Henry's boiler aand smoke box had exploded and he's was on fire Thomas cried it then said the next day Thomas woke up to see Borden and Toby with home they said we gotta get out of here and they they did

The ending

Thomas gorden and Toby now live on the mainland working hard but Thomas still has them memoreys of Percy James Edward eand henrys deaths

AFTERMATH

Well that episode hasn't aired since and I'm still a Thomas fan and know one nose where the episode is and I. Hope it doesn't get found